Little miracle

Little miracle
Liam Gerardo Cruz

Tuesday, March 24, 2015

You had us worried..

Since week 22, daddy and I can see you and feel you often. You sure do move a lot when I eat, or at night when I'm lying down. This past weekend we know how much our love for you is strong. Saturday all day, I don't remember feeling you move. We were busy that day, garage sale in the mornin and baby shower in the afternoon. But at night when we tried to see if you would move or react to daddy, you wouldn't. The next day on Sunday, since the morning I kept an eye out to see if I felt anything, but nothing. Like always I try to look online for some answers and started to see that it could be a problem if baby doesn't move for 2 days. When I told your daddy I was concerned I couldn't help the tears. I want you to be Okay and healthy and when I started to think Something may be wrong from not feeling you be your usual silly self, it had me so scared but I kept thinking positive. Monday morning I decided I needed to call the doctor, this to me was not normal feeling. When I talked to a nurse from my clinic, she told me I had to go to labor and delivery for observation. I think that scared me even more, I would of thought I just had to go to my regular doctor, why should I go to labor and delivery that's for emergencies. I called your daddy explaining what they had mentioned and he came home as soon as he could to take me. On the meantime I couldn't help the tears once again. I wanted and tried to stop, I don't want you feeling my sadness or worries but at that second, I realized how truly much I love you. I have loved you from the beginning, but wanting the best for you and having no idea what could be going on let me know that you are already my world. My little happiness. 
We got to labor and delivery and it wasn't long before they put me in a room with heart monitors in the emergency room. I quickly heard your heart beat and did get some relieve out of hearing that wonderful sound. A good while passed until we got to go get an ultrasound. I couldn't see the monitor but your daddy could. I would observe his face to see if I could notice any reaction and after s few seconds, I saw him smiling. He then whispered that you were moving a lot. That made me feel much better. The lady too was saying you wouldn't stop moving and asked if I could feel the movements but I couldn't. At one point they said you kept opening and closing your mouth like a little fishy lol. Daddy thinks you have his nose already lol. We finally got to talk to the doctor to see what could be going on, she said you looked great and probably just switched positions which she said its normal. After 4 hours we left so happy knowing you are doing good. Just had us very worried. We are so happy that you are on your way and continue to be my little strong handsome. But when you're born, you're going to time out for scaring us lol. I love you so much. 

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