Little miracle

Little miracle
Liam Gerardo Cruz

Monday, January 5, 2015

Believe in miracles

Back in September before even finding out there was a chance to get pregnant I remember talking to my mom more in detail about my cysts and how it affected me. I had a doctor appointment the next day that I was dreading and just didn't want to go. When I was talking to my mom, it seems she understood a bit more and knew why I carried this sadness inside of me. I remember her saying she didn't know many words to say to make me feel better but that she knew something good would happen. Unfortunately, even though I accepted it, it's as if I lost some hope in a future. The next morning, I remember getting a early text message from her wishing me luck on appt But she also said she knew that day we would experience a miracle. I remember looking at that message and having tears in my eyes because for some reason, I felt it close to my heart as if something good was truly going to happen. That day, Luis and I went to the doctor and they did an ultrasound. When it was time to talk to the dr. She told us something we didn't expect to hear for  quite some time. She said there was a follicle there and that if we were ready, although chances were slim and our risk to loose it would be high, we could try having a baby! We both felt so happy and of course we said yes to get started on some new medications. Luis let me know after our visit how happy it made him that when the doctor mentioned there was a a chance of hope, he got teary eyed. We didn't want to get our hopes up way to high but how could we not be happy. Mom was very right, we were going to experience a miracle. A miracle of me getting a bit better and having some hope that my body wouldn't fail me.  We didn't get pregnant and of course I I cried when my period came by but on the next dr visit is when we were told there were more follicles so our chances were higher. Once again we took that chance, even though that one time we had agreed that if it didn't happen, we would wait a good while before trying again with those medications. Well, here we are now, experiencing the biggest miracle that God has given us, our baby and I know our baby is so small yet already so strong to hang in there and fight to become our loved baby. Our little loved miracle. It's true what they say, moms are always right and that day, my mom was more then right, she gave me hope through a text message. 



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